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Out, out with it!

My tree has been murdered by cats and children. It's leg is broken and I am having a problem figuring out a solution for it to stay standing. My daughter, that choked me a year ago and recently punched me in the face and appears to have stabbed me with scissors, was released to my mom's house by the courts. I get to have supervised visits with her so we can continue family therapy and she can see her siblings. I am afraid of her and what she might do to me. I have concerns and worries that she will gravely injure me and let me die so she can post a selfie. I am an emotional wreak. I have been taking my meds sporadically. This stuff with my kid makes me upset, angry, disappointed, hurt, lonely and all the feels. I am upset that she feels this is ok behavior. I am angry that I didn't want to hurt her and just tried to keep her down and I got hurt. I am disappointed in myself for not fighting back. It was just like the dreams I have of being in a fight and my punches seem t...